hey guys! i know, i know i haven't been here in a while again. It's another month after my last blogg isn't it? or more haha. Damn, i'm sorry just my computer got fucked up and it needed a new hard drive so i had to take it to a computer repair place. And i did, and now it works perfectly ;] But the bad thing was that i had all my stuff deleted so that's the sucky part but s'all good, i'm happy. But i don't use the computer as much so yeah, it's pretty boring i rather do other things instead. So anyways, a lot of drama has been going around school and ehh it's getting really tiring of always hearing about it, and frustrating because of someone but not so frustrated but just eHh. Oh yeah, i also scrapped my elbow really bad and my knees and my middle finger. suckkyy dude and guess what?! ALL F0R N0THiNG. isn't that greaaat. sheesh but anywho enough about that, ima end it here don't feel like blogging anymore, so yeah i'll leave you guys with a cute lil stick people picture of jaydee and i. btw jaydee did it while she was at my house last week. cute isn't it? HAHA. byeee!

It's been what?..5 months since i updated this thing? haha yup. But i came back and updated. Updated everything. Well if you're asking about my life and what's been going on well not quiet well for awhile but now im alright. Ever since the last blogg that i had put up so many things have happened. Two new family members are added to the family now, 2 cute babygirl's one's name is Sofia and the other is Delilah. Their both so cute and beautiful but can't believe their 5 months already haha. I'll put up their pics later so you can see how cute they are. Another thing is school, so many things happen at school and I find out so many things that i didn't know of, at least of other people. Alot dissapointed in those kind of things. But yeah, I'am now finally 16! Jaydee and I have been waiting for so long to turn 16 'cause we desperately need the money! haha We even tried getting a job at 15 1/2 haha that's how desperate we were but now were both 16. YAY! now we both can get a job at the same place like we promised eachother haha but another promise of ours is N0T to work at a food place' cause it's just...not for us persay haha.I don't know we just think it ain't a good start for a job. But I have a chance to work at Sea World because my aunt and cousin work there so i have hook ups and I can get in especially because my aunt is the Supervisor so i'm thinking of getting a job there but i'll apply somewhere else that is near to my house haha though it would be hellah fun to work at Sea World but we'll see.I did have a good birthday i think, Imhee en Jeff came by and played Monopoly with me & darwin haha it was fun. Other things might of happened but right now i don't remember. Soon Jaydee & I will be looking for a good and nice job and go to Budget to try to get our permit. Hopefully everything will all go smoothly and good. Well I have a migrane right now and don't feel like typing anymore. I just wanted to update everything after 5 months. I don't know when I'll be back i'm still not done updating but soon i will but just check up on this mofo. I'm going to go rest now. Take Care everybody. Tootles. </3

Here's some pics of my baby niece Delilah..(cousin Mayra's baby) =]

this is when she made a funny cute face haha [4 months]

i rolled her like a taco =P

in great-grandmas laps smiling =.]

the end..

let  me  be patient..  let  me  be  kind,
make me unselfish without being blind
though i  may  suffer, i`ll  envy  it not
and endure what comes.. cause he`s
all i got.
i may have faith to make mountains fall
but if i lack love then i`m nothing at all
i can give away everything `i possess
but left without love then  i  have no
happiness. i know i`m imperfect & not
without sin. but now that i`m older all
childish things end..

AUGUST 26,04

Damn, attending high school is so much harder than i thought it would be. Well at least harder than it was at Granger. And we all thought Granger was hard?..psht now coming to think of it, it was much easier there than in SUHi. But we all have to face challenges and i think its time to face mines since i didnt notice any challenges before. But anywho, itvs weird how so many people sort of changed in a way. Ever since Granger promotion it doesn`t seem right, it seems so awkward being around the friends you used to be close with or hanged around with. It`s like you`re starting all over again by sometimes being that lonesome loner just staring at the old friends you use to do things with or talk about things with. Not everyone kicks it with the same people, friends got beef with other friends, friends don`t share their secrets to you anymore, old friends kick it with new people. Argh it`s so awkward nowadays, sometimes i just can`t believe that once i was close to those people and now "wow" it`s like we hardly have anything in common anymore. And sometimes it`s the "boyfriends" who`s fault it is, they take so much of your time that you hardly have anytime for your own friends that you`re just around his friends and not yours. And you lose touch with all your homegirls that you just questioned youreself "what happened?" o_0  ha` if you ask me i`d be questioning myself that a million times during school. The really close friend i had hardly has time to even talk to me only a hi and a bye. =/ It sucks you know. Because reminiscing about all those time where she found myself doing crazy things or going through so much stress & drama she was there. She was always the one giving me advice, i always ran to her for advice and for comfort but now it`s like so ...awkward. =/ Sad i know. But things change for the better I guess but hopefully sooner or later we`ll both find time for eachother to remiscise & talk about the good old times and be there for eachother like before. But anyways, as you can see i changed my xanga once again, i was bored so decided to change it. Yeah i know it`s sort of too simple, but i like it that way haha niice&simple. ;] So yeah, just leave me a message or whatever if you needa tell me something cause i don`t really go online as much, `cause it`s boring at times haha so until next time kiddos. deuce deuce.

                                       xOxO_ADRii

Another day, another struggle..

July 3, 04

/&: `ello! hMm..well let me recap on this whole past week. Monday had to go fit my dress again so they can cut my dress from the bottom `cause i hadn`t brung my shoes to them so yeah they fixed it up a little. [it`s coming out ppweetyy =P ] And then later on had practice once again. It was pretty hectic and stressing like always. But i got over it and went through it. =] Afterwards Berto, Jaypee, Karen&her little bro/sis and Lawrence stayed to kick it and play on the comp and all. Then they went home and finally i got to rest and try not to worry about problems. So, after i took a shower i went online for awhile, going online is getting pretty boring now there`s nothing to do anymore HAHA nothing but xangaing haha you know me i be changing it all the time AHAHA but ya`ll don`t leave me PR0PS ! *rawr* haha. Anywho after monday all through thursday we had practice and god so much drama and negative things going on. For a moment i thought my whole Quincenera was going down the drain. =/ yup but i guess people just needed to see it from another point of view to understand me or talk to me to understand everything na`mean? So yeah. But damn i don`t know whats been up with me these days. So much crying and thinking that my party is going to go down the drain. Feeling guilty about things, trying to figure things out, and sigh just so much stress i can`t handle it anymore. I just need so much help from everybody cause i can`t do it by myself. But anywho enough with the drama, i just hope everything works out and turns out good and hopefully no one quits on me. =/ [hopefully] But yeah just want to say sorry to some people for giving them stress or pressure, you know i didn`t mean it, i guess it`s just the things that are around us make us get stressful and pressured. But I`m sorry im really sorry, just hope that by the end of this whole drama and negative thinking everyone will have a good time and enjoy it. =] Wells i guess i`ll end it here i got things to do and people to talk to. So until next time kiddos, tootles.

                                    __/&: Adri